Torn

So, I'm torn. I was just holding a sleeping Lily who is probably about 25 pounds now. It takes all of my lap and both arms to hold and cradle her.

There is something great about when they are newborns and so little that you can cradle them and carry them in one arm. It's pretty great. BUT, babies are hard.



We are starting to get to my favorite age with Lily. I'm not really a baby person, I've finally learned. That is one small reason as to why our family is complete.

However, this...

... is when it gets fun.

BUT, one arm snuggling? I miss that.